Everybody is a genius, but if you judge a fish by it's ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid." ~Albert Einstein

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Dancing with myself... or talking... :)

Soooo I had a really good one that I was going to write, so I came here, to this page and then saw someone else's post, and read it, and then went and looked at their page and some other things, and got completely distracted, so there's one, and by the time I realized I had gotten distracted I forgot what it was that I was going to say! .... but then after some hard and frustrated thinking... well actually it came back to me when I gave up trying to remember, and I dunno if anyone else does this, I think I read about someone else doing it once as well... but it's totally part of my ADHD, and I didn't really realize how much I did it until one of my roommates pointed it out, but sometimes I talk to myself, when I'm trying to think of something that I need to do, or when I have an important thought, or other times like that, and I know why I do it too. It's because sometimes when I try and think those thoughts in my head to myself, I lose track of them in the crazy jumble of other things going a million miles an hour in there... and the important thought or feeling gets lost or forgotten. That's also why I really like being able to talk things through with someone, partly for advise, and partly because saying it out loud to someone makes it so I can hear it and really think it through, cuz otherwise it would get lost in there... I'm not gonna lie, sometimes, I'll have to talk a problem out to myself cuz I don't lose track as easily if it's out loud. wow that is probly a drawn out explanation. my bad. aka sometimes i talk to myself.