bored to tears

Yes, I really am bored to the point where I'm starting to cry. Oh if only I could explain what boredom is like for someone with ADHD. It's agonizing!!! My mind and my body just want to go go go go go go go but there's is nowhere for them to go and nothing for them to do. When I get bored I start to feel frustrated and in some ways sick. Oh man it's so hard to explain.... I need life to be more fast paced than this.... I NEED something to do. Just sitting here, with nothing to stimulate my mind or my body is torture... It's like someone took a rope and tied me as tight as they could to a hard table... every limb.... can't move my arms, hands, legs, feet, toes, head anything, all I can do is look. I can try to struggle but it's useless. Wow that probably doesn't even make sense. See the thing is, someone like me shouldn't ever get bored, my mind is going so fast and so everywhere that there should be plenty of things for me to find to do, but when I'm past even that, oh my gosh... If you've ever know anyone with ADHD, it is almost impossible for them to sit still... even sitting in class some part of me was always moving, always fidgeting, mind wandering... it was physically painful if I tried to hold still longer than my body wanted to. Weird sounding yea? But when I get bored that's the point my brain get's too. Physically painful because it's like something is trying to keep it from moving. I get antsy, frustrated and upset. One of my roommates is sleeping in the living room, so I can't do anything loud in here, my other roommate is on the phone in the bedroom, so I can't do anything in there either... I'm not well, so I can't leave the apartment, at least not on my own and everyone else is busy... i'm so frustrated. I don't know what to do with myself...